For today, I realized that it’s not about him anymore. When I saw him yesterday, I still care but that’s it. Hindi na talaga siguro mawawala yung care niyo para sa isa’t isa dahil you guys once attached together. But let’s not put some color on that “care” kasi aasa lang kayo parang tanga.
I was so hurt, I was broke inside.Unti unti, bumabangon ako. Gusto ko maging buo ulit ang pagkatao ko bago ako magmahal ulit. I know, time heals. Right time and decisions to make. No regrets. No turning back but moving forward.
Kadalasan, ang hirap ipaliwanag kung ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman mo. For some reason, iniisip mo din kasi kung may pakialam ba sila or what. People changed. That’s honesty.
Problem to me is that I fell in-love as fast as your sweetness caught me up. Maybe that’s the reason, and the one and only reason I came up with failed relationship. Who knows when is the right time to fall in-love? Dumaan na sa harap mo, kaso napuwing ka kaya di mo siya nakita. Destiny? If the love is for you, and if it’s real, it is for you. Period.
After everything I’ve been through, still, there is someone who cares and comforts you when you need it the most. Of course, I am grateful because of my family and friends who stayed with me everytime. And to God, for giving me the chance to be happy again because of this man in my life today.
What I felt for this person was secured for a long years until the very fine day.
Everyone knew, what I had on my past relationship was painful and serious shit. That’s why today, I am trying to be careful and didn’t want to rush things for love. But then again, I realize that no matter how careful you are, there’ll be pain in every love.
I am still waiting for the right time. I am still praying. But no matter what happen, I will have no regrets at all. Everything happens for a reason, and in every reason, there’s a lesson.
"forget them and start seeing yourself into bites of real poison."
bakit gusto ko pa din maging girlfriend mo kahit alam ko yang mga kalokohan mo? Ewan. Hahaha challenge ka para saken. Parang ako, challenge ako sayo kasi alam mo din mga kalokohan ko. Gusto ko malaman kung babait ka saken at kung babait ako sayo. Well actually, mabait ako. Hahahahaha Pero kuya, sa totoo lang, alam mo naman diba? Since then special ka saken. Ewan ko kung alam mo talaga pero what we have is not just an ordinary friendship for me. Kaya nung sinabi mo na manliligaw ka, dalawang bagay ang naramdaman ko. Sobrang tuwa at takot. Tuwa syempre ikaw yan eh! Manliligaw saken haha after so many years of friendship, maglelevel up tayo into another stage of life na complicated yet exciting. Mas kailangan ng understanding at patience sa isat isa. Takot kasi, baka yung iningatan nating friendship for how many years eh mawala. No, hindi pagiging negative to. But yes, reality. Hindi naman natin masasabi kung anong mangyayari in the future. Pero syempre, mas nangingibabaw yung gusto kita makasama sa pag gawa ng mga future moments pa natin. ♡